mahasiswa

this is it

my final year as college student, or in indonesia we call it mahasiswa, emphasize on the word maha, it means the great

if only i could turn back time, i would do better

i would do better in my study and for my country maybe

because when i first know about mahasiswa, emphasize on the word maha, i was amazed by their power, their strength, their ability to change the country

now, in my final year

nearly nothing i have done to this country

not a single change even not a single research have done for the country

maybe in the first i ever said that i don't want to be an activist

with the condition of this country that's just wasting your precious time

but then what?

i am not a great ultra smart student either

i haven't been a mahasiswa, emphasize on the word maha

i am still a regular student

a regular standard student